Friday..
End of the week, thank god, I was about to ignite my desk at work on file and blame Apple for their faulty power supplies. I am at wits end as the weight of projects on my plate build up. Earlier today on campus, I was about 10 minutes from my class starting when I realized that our final project proposals were due, online, in 10 minutes, so I had to whip out my cell phone and send an email to my professor and claim that I made the due date on time. Of course, in the end, she probably could not have cared less if I got the project in on time, or if I died in a fire. No.. thats not true, she's a caring person.. there is probably some instrumental value in the existence of my life to her.

I wonder what she thinks when I sketch her in my notebook and she walks over to glance at my notes while lecturing the class. Of course she would have to recognize that I failed to measure her three sizes properly to keep the drawing appealing to my interests while the class goes on. I wonder what anyone thinks when they see me drawing female manga characters in my notebook. I know some have said 'thats a sweet picture, and some girls manage to avoid all eye contact to my notebook and pretend it doesnt exist.